31/07/2020
this is me @ 27. it's 3.54am and i couldn't sleep.
i just recalled i have this blog so i'm revisiting and putting my mac into good use.
within the 2 years, since the last time i'm here, nothing much really happened.
or maybe i'm just in denial. maybe, if you know me, you tell me?
when i look at my old posts below, i was pretty bemused with all the negativity and vulnerability.
i think i'm a stronger person now. reading all the entries below in the wee hours,
made me sit up and log in to blogspot and write this post to update that i'm finer now.
though i've been reading less compared to my uni days, i spent more time watching netflix haha.
basically my phone and laptop replaces all the papers but i'm still not as phone-savvy as compared to my mom lol.
i'm in good health, could be better in shape as always.
i'm blessed for my parents and sisters.
i've also grown to be more self-sufficient/demanding and easy-going (surprisingly).
i see no benefit in being uptight about the nitty gritty things that don't really matter.
i wish i could tell you more, but yea, i'm gg for a run now. till then.
this is me @ 25
i'm back to square 1. it doesn't feel like i'm a fresh graduate.
maybe just a young, confused and temperamental.
quit my first job, sometimes i think it's Escape.
i'm really lazy to type more now but I'm typing this lol.
ugh i want to go somewhere, bye.
oh, don't startwhy are you still sitting
on that dream
wishing for another delusion
hoping it's real
while you know you're never ready
for the truth
gratefulnobody helped me except for myself. not even the therapist.
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